Its raw and emotional. Its freight-train-to-nowhere lonely. Its hard-rockin, no-apologies country music that has traded in its twang for a gravelly growl millions of fans recognize as the voice of Gary Allan. And with Living Hard, his latest release from MCA Nashville, Allan once again proves that, though times may change, the thread of truth at the center of his music remains the same.
"I think the fans are gonna feel that this record is different," he says, "but the most important thing is that what I do is authentic. Ive never pushed for a certain image. Ive just always done my own thing."
This time around, Allan says, that includes letting listeners ride along through his personal landscape over the past year. "The record has taken about a year to make," he says, "and I think the whole thing reflects change. I think every record sort of reflects where Im at, and Ive made a ton of changes this year, just mentally and in how Im approaching everything . Oh," he adds with a grin, "and I think its much more rockin than anything Ive done."
Allan decided to crank it up musically. "I just felt like I was growing so much and wanted the music the reflect that. I think the result has more of an edge." More edge, from the man whos already got a reputation as a bit of a Nashville outsider? "Hopefully country music feels like they need somebody like me in the fold just to shake things up," he laughs.
Not that this was all his idea Allan feels some of the changes come from the fans themselves. "Its not like I was trying for a new direction, its almost audience driven, too. l feel like Ive got this young crowd with me now, Ive got punk rock kids in my audience. And I grew up with that music, too," says the California-bred singer, "so to me that stuff is right alongside Kris Kristofferson and Waylon Jennings. The people really dictate the music, too. I feed off the audience, whatever theyre really wanting is what they drag out of me. Ive got the edgy side of the country crowd -- and I want to keep them."
No danger of losing them "Living Hard" is an all-out rocker with a heavy Rolling Stones influence, and in "Like Thats a Bad Thing" he lets it rip with a song that reads like a Gary Allan bad boy manifesto. "That song does sound like me, doesnt it?" he says. "I think if anything that sort of renegade spirit is even more prevalent on this album. Weve always danced to our own tune."
Allan, whose life is a whirlwind of hard-driving touring also made a conscious decision to carve out more songwriting time for this album than ever before. "Its the most Ive written on any album," he says. "I usually only write on my time off because Im going so much that I hardly have time to ponder and sit around enough to want to write. Last year I sort of forced myself into it early so that I could write more for the record."
He was pleased with the result: "Im usually more critical on my stuff," he says, "but I feel like Im writing better, and obviously the more youve been through, the more youve got to say and the deeper you can express those emotions."
If youve been to his shows, Allan says, you know that when he sings about "baring my soul for the price of your ticket," hes not just blowing smoke. Since his last studio album, 2005s Tough All Over, which drew on his experiences coping with the death-by-suicide of his wife, Angela, in 2004, Allan has become known for putting all his emotions on the line in his songs. "Im exactly the same on the stage as I am off the stage," he says, "and what I found is, the bigger the arena, the more youre standing in the middle of those people, the more transparent you are. You can tell when somebodys not authentic or theyre trying to be something theyre not."
In songs like "Learning How to Bend," he admits hes still exploring some rough terrain as he makes his way back into everyday life and the possibility of a new relationship. "I think my favorite song that I wrote on this album is Learning How to Bend," he says. "I woke up one day with that title. And its me, you know -- Im still learning, learning how to bend."
And in "We Touched the Sun" he moves forward while looking back at the beautiful times he shared with Angela. "Theres a small circle of us that write songs together, and its like group therapy," he says with a chuckle. "And the result is, its real. We rented a house in Costa Rica just to write, and We Touched the Sun is one of the songs that came out of that session. Its a very reflective song, looking back at Angela. But it could be anybody you loved, just all the fond memories."
Thanks in part to all of that musical therapy, says Allan, these days "Im in a good place, definitely happy."
And, he assures his fans, if youve been through tough times yourself, or youre just wondering how hes coping these days, all you have to do is listen to his music. "I dont really talk to people about my situation," he says, "but I feel like since I do write about my life and where I am, you can watch me heal through my music. Its lots easier on me, and I do hope that the music speaks to you."
With Living Hard, Allan is sure to find his music speaking to an ever-growing number of fans. "I want to reach even bigger audiences," he says. "I feel like Ive got so much to say and so much to do right now and things are moving so fast. Its great to have something new to throw at people."
Most of all, he says, he just wants people to come along for the ride -- and hear the sounds of a life in progress. "Its a good listen, I think," he says. "Im excited for people to hear it. Itll take you through a whole range of emotions, and I think its going to take you on a journey. Thats my goal."

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